I do really miss you pii :(
Friday, December 31, 2010
dear you..
"As long as we can see the same sky,
breathe the same air,
step on the same planet,
then YOU and I
aren't impossible."
Earth, Wind & Fire
Earth
he's so quite. silent. mysterious.
i never thought that he will be in love with me. because he never showed me before.
gentle, warm and always make me feel love. his touch show me that he really care about me.
his love to Allah make me adore him. and he always remind me to never forget to pray to Allah.
he said only Allah who'll help you and loves you more than anyone.
altough sometimes we don't talk at all there's something in his eyes which tell me everything that he feels for me. he love to touch my hairbrow. he alwasy listen for me.
and when he laugh, its make me laugh too. bcause its sound so funny. i cant describe here. hehe
i dont know, but i enjoy every single time with him. and when he's not there i kinda feel missing.
Wind
Just like wind he swing all the time. sometimes he makes me laugh. sometimes he makes me feel Ewww! he's always be a center of intention. he's funny. always act like a clown.
i never realized before that he likes me. never never never ever.
he's always be there for me. always try to make me happy. and sometimes he looks at my eyes very deeply and he turn to be so quite at that time.
yes, he makes me happy. but just like wind he can swing all the time and i just cant put my trust on him.
Fire
he's strong. he's so gentleman. he's hard. he's tough.
he's every superhero looks like. he's never let me down. never wanna see me cry.
always try to do anything just to make me smile. always shows his love for me in every single way. and he's said that he'll fight for me no matter what. he said my presence turned his world.
and he'll wait for me. i feel so comfortable to being with him. to talk with him. to be my self in front of him. he make me feel save when i'm with him.
but just like fire, i know when its small it could be a good friend for human. but when its big it turn to be foe. and all i do now it stay close enough to have fun, yet far enough not to get hurt.
he's so quite. silent. mysterious.
i never thought that he will be in love with me. because he never showed me before.
gentle, warm and always make me feel love. his touch show me that he really care about me.
his love to Allah make me adore him. and he always remind me to never forget to pray to Allah.
he said only Allah who'll help you and loves you more than anyone.
altough sometimes we don't talk at all there's something in his eyes which tell me everything that he feels for me. he love to touch my hairbrow. he alwasy listen for me.
and when he laugh, its make me laugh too. bcause its sound so funny. i cant describe here. hehe
i dont know, but i enjoy every single time with him. and when he's not there i kinda feel missing.
Wind
Just like wind he swing all the time. sometimes he makes me laugh. sometimes he makes me feel Ewww! he's always be a center of intention. he's funny. always act like a clown.
i never realized before that he likes me. never never never ever.
he's always be there for me. always try to make me happy. and sometimes he looks at my eyes very deeply and he turn to be so quite at that time.
yes, he makes me happy. but just like wind he can swing all the time and i just cant put my trust on him.
Fire
he's strong. he's so gentleman. he's hard. he's tough.
he's every superhero looks like. he's never let me down. never wanna see me cry.
always try to do anything just to make me smile. always shows his love for me in every single way. and he's said that he'll fight for me no matter what. he said my presence turned his world.
and he'll wait for me. i feel so comfortable to being with him. to talk with him. to be my self in front of him. he make me feel save when i'm with him.
but just like fire, i know when its small it could be a good friend for human. but when its big it turn to be foe. and all i do now it stay close enough to have fun, yet far enough not to get hurt.
cheating-broke up-new comers
cheating with coward bastard
stupid me, for trust him and risked all my relationship with my boyfriend just to be with him.
people say, sometimes we make a worst choice that we don't even realize.
yup, i did it. i made a worst choice ever and i didn't realize untill everything's too late.
maybe, i can say a million reason why i did that.
i lose my feeling for my boyfriend.
i feel so comfort with him (the coward, huh)
bla bla bla bla . still i was wrong. yeah maybe i don't love my bf anymore but there's no excuse i can do like that. i'm supposed to tell him, not cheating on him. my bad :(
and the coward who made me risk everything just for him, he leave me and made me feel that i was nothing at all for him. there's a time that i won't to believe that he can do that to me. and still try to believe on him. but then my heart telling me that it was stupid. i deserves more than empty words and broken promises. and yes, i don't deserve him. i deserve BETTER.
broke up
whatever you hide the dirt, the smell will stench as well.
yes, thanks to the another coward (friend of the coward number 1 -__-).
he told to my boyfriend about the affair. about the whole things that he knew.
my standing applause to him. to be someone who really really care about my things.
pity you mister. ! get busy with your own things! GET A LIFE!
i don't know maybe he's gay or something but he's looks very jealous with me. and its confused me. because i think i never have problem with him.
and he told me what he did its only because he care?? shame on you!
but i realize that no matter you try to be kind me people there's still person who hate you and you have to accept it.
so, i broke up with my boyfriend with uncomfortable situation.
i do really sorry for you. i really didnt mean it :(
new comers
be careful for what you wish for 'cause you just might get it all and then some you don't want.
after a 'sad-frustrated-dying-desperated' things in my life, i ask for God.
please please send me someone who'll love me just the way i am.
someone who'll risk it all for me.
and the pray being answered, as fast as i didn't think at all. and He gave me not just one. He gave me THREE! can u imagine , three! and they're all a friends!
i shouting in my heart God, its not funny . but then when i thinking about whole situation then i confess that yes, God you're right. this IS funny. haha
maybe He send those guy to make me realize that i still have people who'll love me and fallin' for me just the way i am.
and He want to raise my prestige which broken to pieces just because the coward bastard!
thanks to three of you to make me feel loves. to put smile on my face. and be a good friend for me.
i do really thank to you guys. and for you too God, for your sense of humor :)
stupid me, for trust him and risked all my relationship with my boyfriend just to be with him.
people say, sometimes we make a worst choice that we don't even realize.
yup, i did it. i made a worst choice ever and i didn't realize untill everything's too late.
maybe, i can say a million reason why i did that.
i lose my feeling for my boyfriend.
i feel so comfort with him (the coward, huh)
bla bla bla bla . still i was wrong. yeah maybe i don't love my bf anymore but there's no excuse i can do like that. i'm supposed to tell him, not cheating on him. my bad :(
and the coward who made me risk everything just for him, he leave me and made me feel that i was nothing at all for him. there's a time that i won't to believe that he can do that to me. and still try to believe on him. but then my heart telling me that it was stupid. i deserves more than empty words and broken promises. and yes, i don't deserve him. i deserve BETTER.
broke up
whatever you hide the dirt, the smell will stench as well.
yes, thanks to the another coward (friend of the coward number 1 -__-).
he told to my boyfriend about the affair. about the whole things that he knew.
my standing applause to him. to be someone who really really care about my things.
pity you mister. ! get busy with your own things! GET A LIFE!
i don't know maybe he's gay or something but he's looks very jealous with me. and its confused me. because i think i never have problem with him.
and he told me what he did its only because he care?? shame on you!
but i realize that no matter you try to be kind me people there's still person who hate you and you have to accept it.
so, i broke up with my boyfriend with uncomfortable situation.
i do really sorry for you. i really didnt mean it :(
new comers
be careful for what you wish for 'cause you just might get it all and then some you don't want.
after a 'sad-frustrated-dying-desperated' things in my life, i ask for God.
please please send me someone who'll love me just the way i am.
someone who'll risk it all for me.
and the pray being answered, as fast as i didn't think at all. and He gave me not just one. He gave me THREE! can u imagine , three! and they're all a friends!
i shouting in my heart God, its not funny . but then when i thinking about whole situation then i confess that yes, God you're right. this IS funny. haha
maybe He send those guy to make me realize that i still have people who'll love me and fallin' for me just the way i am.
and He want to raise my prestige which broken to pieces just because the coward bastard!
thanks to three of you to make me feel loves. to put smile on my face. and be a good friend for me.
i do really thank to you guys. and for you too God, for your sense of humor :)
holla, it's me again :)
its been a long time since last time i wrote on this blog.
banyak alasan sih knapa, antara lain :
- sibuk kuliah demi masa depan (agak lebay sih tapi serius ini, HAHA!)
- sibuk pacaran (ga usah dbahas! :p)
- jaringan flash yg suka bikn emosi duluan sebelom sempet buka apa2
- kemacetan yg bikin udah tepar duluan bgtu smpe rumah
- dll
- dsb
- etc
padahal ya, kadang setiap abis baca buku, denger lagu, nonton film bahkan ngeliat timeline di twitter sering banget ketemu kata2 atau kalimat yg bner2 fit dgn keadaan gue,, dan gue lsg mikir gue harus tulis diblog gue! tapi apa daya akhirnya krn bgtu banyak hambatan yg disebutkan diatas, kalimat2 tersebut hanya berakhir di notes fb gue atau sekedar ReTweet, huhuhu..
nah skrg, dengan keadaan gue yg menjomblo dan msh menunggu hasil akhir dari masa depan gue jdlah gue orang yg sangat sangat kelebihan waktu kosong.. hihihi
dan ngurusin blog ini jd satu pilihan yang sangat tepaaat..
kyanya cuma itu doang sekedar appetizer dr gue :)
soo, selamat membaca lagi ya kawan2.
warm regards,
dyara
banyak alasan sih knapa, antara lain :
- sibuk kuliah demi masa depan (agak lebay sih tapi serius ini, HAHA!)
- sibuk pacaran (ga usah dbahas! :p)
- jaringan flash yg suka bikn emosi duluan sebelom sempet buka apa2
- kemacetan yg bikin udah tepar duluan bgtu smpe rumah
- dll
- dsb
- etc
padahal ya, kadang setiap abis baca buku, denger lagu, nonton film bahkan ngeliat timeline di twitter sering banget ketemu kata2 atau kalimat yg bner2 fit dgn keadaan gue,, dan gue lsg mikir gue harus tulis diblog gue! tapi apa daya akhirnya krn bgtu banyak hambatan yg disebutkan diatas, kalimat2 tersebut hanya berakhir di notes fb gue atau sekedar ReTweet, huhuhu..
nah skrg, dengan keadaan gue yg menjomblo dan msh menunggu hasil akhir dari masa depan gue jdlah gue orang yg sangat sangat kelebihan waktu kosong.. hihihi
dan ngurusin blog ini jd satu pilihan yang sangat tepaaat..
kyanya cuma itu doang sekedar appetizer dr gue :)
soo, selamat membaca lagi ya kawan2.
warm regards,
dyara
Thursday, December 30, 2010
Friday, June 18, 2010
30 Things About Me
- I hate fake people .
- I hate traffic-jams! They are such a waste of time and energy.
- I love to listen to music in the bathroom.
- I am addicted to the internet.
- I think my insomnia cannot be help anymore.Hiks
- I am addicted to Fox Crime channel.Eww
- I am additced to shopping. Uhhhhh >.<
- I wanna be a successful woman,
- a rich loaded one,
- so I can shopping everyday,
- help as much people i want to help,
- and put as many smiles on many faces as I can.
- My dream is to build a big white house to my parents.
- I love green vegetables in every way they cooked.
- I love shoes and I see them as a piece of art.
- I appreciate people who are nicely dressed. That’s a sign of them appreciating themselves.
- I love to sing , though not good at it ahahaha
- And I love to dance (though not good at it as well ahahah)
- My obsession is to become a famous art creative director! Woohoo!
- I still dont found my soulmate yet . I guess so. Hmm
- I consider myself very mature, but most people don’t believe that cuz they only see the outer-childish me.
- I love my family so damn much.
- I am madly in love with my nephew.
- And my best girls completes the whole picture.
- I am, a workaholic. How sad.
- I love to laugh. A lot.
- I love hug and be hugged.
- I don’t mind paying extra money to eat good, quality food.
- I like the color pink. Ewww.
- and love the purple badly. Aha!
Thursday, February 25, 2010
all is well
3 idiots!
Two thumbs up! Incorrect! Four thumbs up!
Baguuuss bangets ini film.. Ga sia2 gw ngantri trus smpe 2x ke PP (krn yg pertma ga dpt)
Smpe brantem sm pacar gw..mendongak smpe 3 jam (krn duduk pass didepan layar!!).. akhirnyaaa smua tidak sia2.. Hehe.. All is well :)
Krn saya mengantuk bsk saya lanjutkan yaaa review ttg film ini..
Nite2 all,
Dee
Two thumbs up! Incorrect! Four thumbs up!
Baguuuss bangets ini film.. Ga sia2 gw ngantri trus smpe 2x ke PP (krn yg pertma ga dpt)
Smpe brantem sm pacar gw..mendongak smpe 3 jam (krn duduk pass didepan layar!!).. akhirnyaaa smua tidak sia2.. Hehe.. All is well :)
Krn saya mengantuk bsk saya lanjutkan yaaa review ttg film ini..
Nite2 all,
Dee
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
..............................
pernah ga sih lo ngerasain stuck?
stuck banget sampe ga bisa ngapa2in..
pernah ga sih lo ngerasain pengen banget ngebantu ngeringanin beban orang yang lo sayangin,,
tapi sekuat apapun keinginan lo itu lo ga punya daya apa2 buat ngebantuin mereka..
pernah ga sih lo ngerasain ga berguna?
karena apapun yang lo lakuin ga akan pernah cukup untuk buat mereka bahagia..
itu yang gw rasain saat ini .
pusing, stress, stuck, sedih, kesel, marah .
smuanya campur aduk .
all i can do is try to do my best . even maybe its don't make any results .
but i still trying , never give up . i know i'll never stop keep on trying .
peoplewhonevergaveup,
dee
stuck banget sampe ga bisa ngapa2in..
pernah ga sih lo ngerasain pengen banget ngebantu ngeringanin beban orang yang lo sayangin,,
tapi sekuat apapun keinginan lo itu lo ga punya daya apa2 buat ngebantuin mereka..
pernah ga sih lo ngerasain ga berguna?
karena apapun yang lo lakuin ga akan pernah cukup untuk buat mereka bahagia..
itu yang gw rasain saat ini .
pusing, stress, stuck, sedih, kesel, marah .
smuanya campur aduk .
all i can do is try to do my best . even maybe its don't make any results .
but i still trying , never give up . i know i'll never stop keep on trying .
peoplewhonevergaveup,
dee
PROUD TO BE WOMAN .
Oh yes i am wise,
but it's wisdom born of pain..
Yes, I've paid the price,
But look how much I've gained!
I am strong . I am in-vin-ci-ble .
I am WOMAN
regards,
dee
dee
Monday, February 22, 2010
Valentine's Day
Sebenernya agak telat ya bwt ngomongin film ini, scara mungkin orang2 terutama para wanita udah pada heboh ngajakin pacarnya masing2 bwt nonton film ini pas launching bertepatan dgn hari Valentine's kmaren (trmasuk saya salah satunya ;p)
sebenernya film ini bisa bagus banget ga sih seharusnya? (apa siihhh)
soalnya dgn judulnya yg super romantic abees + para pemaennya yg sekelas Julia Roberts, Aston Kutcher, dkk ini kan para pemaen bintang atas smuaa..
Sorry to say, menurut gw film ini biasa banget.. pokoknya biasa deh..
kya sejumlah pemaen kelas atas dkumpulin dan dpaksain bwt main film dgn tema v day, (terlalu banyak stoeries antara satu pemain sm yg lainnya, dsambung2in tapi tetep aja maksa..
jd ada beberapa yg dipaksain endingnya atw ga jelas sm sekali,,)
yang akan dilaunching bertepatan dgn V day. Jadii ya tujuannya komersil aja gtuu,.hohoho
Film ini ga jelek2 banget sbnernya,, cuma sangat biasa untuk ukuran smua para pemain yg sangat oke2 tersebut ituu,, sharusnya kan bisa bagusss banget ya ga sihh?
ah sudahlah ga kelar2 gw berkomentar, bwt yg udah nonton tp beranggapan bagus banget selamat! mungkin ukuran puas anda normal tdk spt saya ini, hehe..
bwt yg belum nonton,, yaa dont expect too much gara2 itu jajaran para bintang yg ada diposter yee,,
cheers,
dee
Sunday, February 21, 2010
MY HEART .
i heart mom and dad
i heart my siblings
i heart HIM
i heart my BFF
i heart my friends
i heart YOU
i heart chocolate
i heart rainbow
i heart to be H.A.P.P.Y
i heart my siblings
i heart HIM
i heart my BFF
i heart my friends
i heart YOU
i heart chocolate
i heart rainbow
i heart to be H.A.P.P.Y
me, my self, and I
hellow everyone,
i'm fiernia . but pliss call me with dee .
sebenernya gw udah punya blog, walaupun udah lama terbengkalai semenjak adanya twitter :D
gw buat blog ini untuk project mata kuliah komunikasi multimedia, yg mengharuskan smua mahasiswa dlm perkuliahan ini utk membuat blog about something that we like.
di project blog ini gw ga akan memberi 1 tema tertentu, soalnya banyak banget hal yg gw sukai dlm hidup ini.. so konsep blog ini random , hahaha..
knapa nama blog gw ini rainbow&chocolate ?
soalnya gw suka banget sama pelangi dan coklat!
efek dua hal tersebut buat gw sangat amaze, hohoho..
bwt gw pelangi itu kya kesuksesan yg tertunda, indah & cantik banget..
bikin puas aja ngeliatnya,, tapii untuk bisa liat pelangi harus ada ujan dulu toh?
kya satu quote yg bilang : if you want the rainbow, you must first go through the rain .
oiya, gw juga suka banget sama quotes yg menginspirasi, jd jgn heran klo status fb, twitter, dan soon isi blog ini banyak dipenuhi dengan quotes yg mengisnpirasi bwt gw.. :p
okeee kyanya udah cukup skian dulu 1st introduction dr gw, smoga apa yg gw tulis di blog ini cukup meninspirasi yah setidaknya menghibur anda2 sekalian :D
regards.
dee
i'm fiernia . but pliss call me with dee .
sebenernya gw udah punya blog, walaupun udah lama terbengkalai semenjak adanya twitter :D
gw buat blog ini untuk project mata kuliah komunikasi multimedia, yg mengharuskan smua mahasiswa dlm perkuliahan ini utk membuat blog about something that we like.
di project blog ini gw ga akan memberi 1 tema tertentu, soalnya banyak banget hal yg gw sukai dlm hidup ini.. so konsep blog ini random , hahaha..
knapa nama blog gw ini rainbow&chocolate ?
soalnya gw suka banget sama pelangi dan coklat!
efek dua hal tersebut buat gw sangat amaze, hohoho..
bwt gw pelangi itu kya kesuksesan yg tertunda, indah & cantik banget..
bikin puas aja ngeliatnya,, tapii untuk bisa liat pelangi harus ada ujan dulu toh?
kya satu quote yg bilang : if you want the rainbow, you must first go through the rain .
oiya, gw juga suka banget sama quotes yg menginspirasi, jd jgn heran klo status fb, twitter, dan soon isi blog ini banyak dipenuhi dengan quotes yg mengisnpirasi bwt gw.. :p
okeee kyanya udah cukup skian dulu 1st introduction dr gw, smoga apa yg gw tulis di blog ini cukup meninspirasi yah setidaknya menghibur anda2 sekalian :D
regards.
dee
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