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cheating with coward bastard

stupid me, for trust him and risked all my relationship with my boyfriend just to be with him.
people say, sometimes we make a worst choice that we don't even realize.
yup, i did it. i made a worst choice ever and i didn't realize untill everything's too late.
maybe, i can say a million reason why i did that.
i lose my feeling for my boyfriend.
i feel so comfort with him (the coward, huh)
bla bla bla bla . still i was wrong. yeah maybe i don't love my bf anymore but there's no excuse i can do like that. i'm supposed to tell him, not cheating on him. my bad :(
and the coward who made me risk everything just for him, he leave me and made me feel that i was nothing at all for him. there's a time that i won't to believe that he can do that to me. and still try to believe on him. but then my heart telling me that it was stupid. i deserves more than empty words and broken promises. and yes, i don't deserve him. i deserve BETTER.

broke up

whatever you hide the dirt, the smell will stench as well.
yes, thanks to the another coward (friend of the coward number 1 -__-).
he told to my boyfriend about the affair. about the whole things that he knew.
my standing applause to him. to be someone who really really care about my things.
pity you mister. ! get busy with your own things! GET A LIFE!
i don't know maybe he's gay or something but he's looks very jealous with me. and its confused me. because i think i never have problem with him.
and he told me what he did its only because he care?? shame on you!
but i realize that no matter you try to be kind me people there's still person who hate you and you have to accept it.
so, i broke up with my boyfriend with uncomfortable situation.
i do really sorry for you. i really didnt mean it :(

new comers

be careful for what you wish for 'cause you just might get it all and then some you don't want.
after a 'sad-frustrated-dying-desperated' things in my life, i ask for God.
please please send me someone who'll love me just the way i am.
someone who'll risk it all for me.
and the pray being answered, as fast as i didn't think at all. and He gave me not just one. He gave me THREE! can u imagine , three! and they're all a friends!
i shouting in my heart God, its not funny . but then when i thinking about whole situation then i confess that yes, God you're right. this IS funny. haha
maybe He send those guy to make me realize that i still have people who'll love me and fallin' for me just the way i am.
and He want to raise my prestige which broken to pieces just because the coward bastard!
thanks to three of you to make me feel loves. to put smile on my face. and be a good friend for me.
i do really thank to you guys. and for you too God, for your sense of humor :)