I do really miss you pii :(
Friday, December 31, 2010
dear you..
"As long as we can see the same sky,
breathe the same air,
step on the same planet,
then YOU and I
aren't impossible."
Earth, Wind & Fire
Earth
he's so quite. silent. mysterious.
i never thought that he will be in love with me. because he never showed me before.
gentle, warm and always make me feel love. his touch show me that he really care about me.
his love to Allah make me adore him. and he always remind me to never forget to pray to Allah.
he said only Allah who'll help you and loves you more than anyone.
altough sometimes we don't talk at all there's something in his eyes which tell me everything that he feels for me. he love to touch my hairbrow. he alwasy listen for me.
and when he laugh, its make me laugh too. bcause its sound so funny. i cant describe here. hehe
i dont know, but i enjoy every single time with him. and when he's not there i kinda feel missing.
Wind
Just like wind he swing all the time. sometimes he makes me laugh. sometimes he makes me feel Ewww! he's always be a center of intention. he's funny. always act like a clown.
i never realized before that he likes me. never never never ever.
he's always be there for me. always try to make me happy. and sometimes he looks at my eyes very deeply and he turn to be so quite at that time.
yes, he makes me happy. but just like wind he can swing all the time and i just cant put my trust on him.
Fire
he's strong. he's so gentleman. he's hard. he's tough.
he's every superhero looks like. he's never let me down. never wanna see me cry.
always try to do anything just to make me smile. always shows his love for me in every single way. and he's said that he'll fight for me no matter what. he said my presence turned his world.
and he'll wait for me. i feel so comfortable to being with him. to talk with him. to be my self in front of him. he make me feel save when i'm with him.
but just like fire, i know when its small it could be a good friend for human. but when its big it turn to be foe. and all i do now it stay close enough to have fun, yet far enough not to get hurt.
he's so quite. silent. mysterious.
i never thought that he will be in love with me. because he never showed me before.
gentle, warm and always make me feel love. his touch show me that he really care about me.
his love to Allah make me adore him. and he always remind me to never forget to pray to Allah.
he said only Allah who'll help you and loves you more than anyone.
altough sometimes we don't talk at all there's something in his eyes which tell me everything that he feels for me. he love to touch my hairbrow. he alwasy listen for me.
and when he laugh, its make me laugh too. bcause its sound so funny. i cant describe here. hehe
i dont know, but i enjoy every single time with him. and when he's not there i kinda feel missing.
Wind
Just like wind he swing all the time. sometimes he makes me laugh. sometimes he makes me feel Ewww! he's always be a center of intention. he's funny. always act like a clown.
i never realized before that he likes me. never never never ever.
he's always be there for me. always try to make me happy. and sometimes he looks at my eyes very deeply and he turn to be so quite at that time.
yes, he makes me happy. but just like wind he can swing all the time and i just cant put my trust on him.
Fire
he's strong. he's so gentleman. he's hard. he's tough.
he's every superhero looks like. he's never let me down. never wanna see me cry.
always try to do anything just to make me smile. always shows his love for me in every single way. and he's said that he'll fight for me no matter what. he said my presence turned his world.
and he'll wait for me. i feel so comfortable to being with him. to talk with him. to be my self in front of him. he make me feel save when i'm with him.
but just like fire, i know when its small it could be a good friend for human. but when its big it turn to be foe. and all i do now it stay close enough to have fun, yet far enough not to get hurt.
cheating-broke up-new comers
cheating with coward bastard
stupid me, for trust him and risked all my relationship with my boyfriend just to be with him.
people say, sometimes we make a worst choice that we don't even realize.
yup, i did it. i made a worst choice ever and i didn't realize untill everything's too late.
maybe, i can say a million reason why i did that.
i lose my feeling for my boyfriend.
i feel so comfort with him (the coward, huh)
bla bla bla bla . still i was wrong. yeah maybe i don't love my bf anymore but there's no excuse i can do like that. i'm supposed to tell him, not cheating on him. my bad :(
and the coward who made me risk everything just for him, he leave me and made me feel that i was nothing at all for him. there's a time that i won't to believe that he can do that to me. and still try to believe on him. but then my heart telling me that it was stupid. i deserves more than empty words and broken promises. and yes, i don't deserve him. i deserve BETTER.
broke up
whatever you hide the dirt, the smell will stench as well.
yes, thanks to the another coward (friend of the coward number 1 -__-).
he told to my boyfriend about the affair. about the whole things that he knew.
my standing applause to him. to be someone who really really care about my things.
pity you mister. ! get busy with your own things! GET A LIFE!
i don't know maybe he's gay or something but he's looks very jealous with me. and its confused me. because i think i never have problem with him.
and he told me what he did its only because he care?? shame on you!
but i realize that no matter you try to be kind me people there's still person who hate you and you have to accept it.
so, i broke up with my boyfriend with uncomfortable situation.
i do really sorry for you. i really didnt mean it :(
new comers
be careful for what you wish for 'cause you just might get it all and then some you don't want.
after a 'sad-frustrated-dying-desperated' things in my life, i ask for God.
please please send me someone who'll love me just the way i am.
someone who'll risk it all for me.
and the pray being answered, as fast as i didn't think at all. and He gave me not just one. He gave me THREE! can u imagine , three! and they're all a friends!
i shouting in my heart God, its not funny . but then when i thinking about whole situation then i confess that yes, God you're right. this IS funny. haha
maybe He send those guy to make me realize that i still have people who'll love me and fallin' for me just the way i am.
and He want to raise my prestige which broken to pieces just because the coward bastard!
thanks to three of you to make me feel loves. to put smile on my face. and be a good friend for me.
i do really thank to you guys. and for you too God, for your sense of humor :)
stupid me, for trust him and risked all my relationship with my boyfriend just to be with him.
people say, sometimes we make a worst choice that we don't even realize.
yup, i did it. i made a worst choice ever and i didn't realize untill everything's too late.
maybe, i can say a million reason why i did that.
i lose my feeling for my boyfriend.
i feel so comfort with him (the coward, huh)
bla bla bla bla . still i was wrong. yeah maybe i don't love my bf anymore but there's no excuse i can do like that. i'm supposed to tell him, not cheating on him. my bad :(
and the coward who made me risk everything just for him, he leave me and made me feel that i was nothing at all for him. there's a time that i won't to believe that he can do that to me. and still try to believe on him. but then my heart telling me that it was stupid. i deserves more than empty words and broken promises. and yes, i don't deserve him. i deserve BETTER.
broke up
whatever you hide the dirt, the smell will stench as well.
yes, thanks to the another coward (friend of the coward number 1 -__-).
he told to my boyfriend about the affair. about the whole things that he knew.
my standing applause to him. to be someone who really really care about my things.
pity you mister. ! get busy with your own things! GET A LIFE!
i don't know maybe he's gay or something but he's looks very jealous with me. and its confused me. because i think i never have problem with him.
and he told me what he did its only because he care?? shame on you!
but i realize that no matter you try to be kind me people there's still person who hate you and you have to accept it.
so, i broke up with my boyfriend with uncomfortable situation.
i do really sorry for you. i really didnt mean it :(
new comers
be careful for what you wish for 'cause you just might get it all and then some you don't want.
after a 'sad-frustrated-dying-desperated' things in my life, i ask for God.
please please send me someone who'll love me just the way i am.
someone who'll risk it all for me.
and the pray being answered, as fast as i didn't think at all. and He gave me not just one. He gave me THREE! can u imagine , three! and they're all a friends!
i shouting in my heart God, its not funny . but then when i thinking about whole situation then i confess that yes, God you're right. this IS funny. haha
maybe He send those guy to make me realize that i still have people who'll love me and fallin' for me just the way i am.
and He want to raise my prestige which broken to pieces just because the coward bastard!
thanks to three of you to make me feel loves. to put smile on my face. and be a good friend for me.
i do really thank to you guys. and for you too God, for your sense of humor :)
holla, it's me again :)
its been a long time since last time i wrote on this blog.
banyak alasan sih knapa, antara lain :
- sibuk kuliah demi masa depan (agak lebay sih tapi serius ini, HAHA!)
- sibuk pacaran (ga usah dbahas! :p)
- jaringan flash yg suka bikn emosi duluan sebelom sempet buka apa2
- kemacetan yg bikin udah tepar duluan bgtu smpe rumah
- dll
- dsb
- etc
padahal ya, kadang setiap abis baca buku, denger lagu, nonton film bahkan ngeliat timeline di twitter sering banget ketemu kata2 atau kalimat yg bner2 fit dgn keadaan gue,, dan gue lsg mikir gue harus tulis diblog gue! tapi apa daya akhirnya krn bgtu banyak hambatan yg disebutkan diatas, kalimat2 tersebut hanya berakhir di notes fb gue atau sekedar ReTweet, huhuhu..
nah skrg, dengan keadaan gue yg menjomblo dan msh menunggu hasil akhir dari masa depan gue jdlah gue orang yg sangat sangat kelebihan waktu kosong.. hihihi
dan ngurusin blog ini jd satu pilihan yang sangat tepaaat..
kyanya cuma itu doang sekedar appetizer dr gue :)
soo, selamat membaca lagi ya kawan2.
warm regards,
dyara
banyak alasan sih knapa, antara lain :
- sibuk kuliah demi masa depan (agak lebay sih tapi serius ini, HAHA!)
- sibuk pacaran (ga usah dbahas! :p)
- jaringan flash yg suka bikn emosi duluan sebelom sempet buka apa2
- kemacetan yg bikin udah tepar duluan bgtu smpe rumah
- dll
- dsb
- etc
padahal ya, kadang setiap abis baca buku, denger lagu, nonton film bahkan ngeliat timeline di twitter sering banget ketemu kata2 atau kalimat yg bner2 fit dgn keadaan gue,, dan gue lsg mikir gue harus tulis diblog gue! tapi apa daya akhirnya krn bgtu banyak hambatan yg disebutkan diatas, kalimat2 tersebut hanya berakhir di notes fb gue atau sekedar ReTweet, huhuhu..
nah skrg, dengan keadaan gue yg menjomblo dan msh menunggu hasil akhir dari masa depan gue jdlah gue orang yg sangat sangat kelebihan waktu kosong.. hihihi
dan ngurusin blog ini jd satu pilihan yang sangat tepaaat..
kyanya cuma itu doang sekedar appetizer dr gue :)
soo, selamat membaca lagi ya kawan2.
warm regards,
dyara
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